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Zuleika Dobson; Or, An Oxford Love Story
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Sir Max Beerbohm
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It
was
fun
to
float
all
unseen,
to
float
all
unhampered
by
any
corporeal
nonsense,
up
and
down
the
platform.
It
was
fun
to
watch
the
inmost
thoughts
of
the
station-master,
of
the
porters,
of
the
young
person
at
the
buffet.
But
of
course
I
did
not
let
the
holiday-mood
master
me.
I
realised
the
seriousness
of
my
mission.
I
must
concentrate
myself
on
the
matter
in
hand:
Miss
Dobson’s
visit.
What
was
going
to
happen?
Prescience
was
no
part
of
my
outfit.
From
what
I
knew
about
Miss
Dobson,
I
deduced
that
she
would
be
a
great
success.
That
was
all.
Had
I
had
the
instinct
that
was
given
to
those
Emperors
in
stone,
and
even
to
the
dog
Corker,
I
should
have
begged
Clio
to
send
in
my
stead
some
man
of
stronger
nerve.
She
had
charged
me
to
be
calmly
vigilant,
scrupulously
fair.
I
could
have
been
neither,
had
I
from
the
outset
foreseen
all.
Only
because
the
immediate
future
was
broken
to
me
by
degrees,
first
as
a
set
of
possibilities,
then
as
a
set
of
probabilities
that
yet
might
not
come
off,
was
I
able
to
fulfil
the
trust
imposed
in
me.
Even
so,
it
was
hard.
I
had
always
accepted
the
doctrine
that
to
understand
all
is
to
forgive
all.
Thanks
to
Zeus,
I
understood
all
about
Miss
Dobson,
and
yet
there
were
moments
when
she
repelled
me--moments
when
I
wished
to
see
her
neither
from
without
nor
from
within.
So
soon
as
the
Duke
of
Dorset
met
her
on
the
Monday
night,
I
felt
I
was
in
duty
bound
to
keep
him
under
constant
surveillance.
Yet
there
were
moments
when
I
was
so
sorry
for
him
that
I
deemed
myself
a
brute
for
shadowing
him.
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