The Journal of a Disappointed Man

SYNOPSIS PART I: AT HOME Rambles and bathes, 2, 3, 4, 9, 11, 20, 37, 45, 46, 48, 49 Natural History and Zoology, 9, 12, 13, 20, 29 Leaves school, 10 Newspaper reporting, 17, 19 Ambition, 8, 10, 13, 26, 29 Calf-love, 8, 12, 23, 28 The Wesleyan Minister Microscopist, 18 Conversation with Prof. Herdman, 46 Ill-health, 10, 24, 25, 35, 42, 48 (Jul. 31) Heart attacks, 33, 36 On Death, 33, 38, 43, 44 Sits for British Museum exam., 29 Failure, 30, 31, 32 Appointment to Laboratory at Plymouth, 32 Everything "ghostly, unreal, enigmatic," 29, 33 Self-consciousness, 27, 40 The Poppy, 43 Appointment resigned and his father's illness, 34 His father's death, 50, 51 Success and appointment to B.M., 55 A youthful Passion, 56, 57